RTI

I was tired of looking at that last post, so I decided I just had to update even if I felt I really had nothing earth-shattering to say. Today, work was rough. The new RTI regulations are going to be the death of me. I had quite a breakdown today with the stress of it all. I think I need to get out of my classroom more. In 11 years of teaching, I've always guarded my lunchtime as precious and have taken that time to visit and bond with my colleagues. I've even preached to others about the virtues of "getting out of the classroom" even if just for a little bit. For some strange reason this year I've begun eating in my room and working through lunch. (Actually, I know the reason......)

Bad decision...not only am I more stressed, but I'm also more lonely. I don't feel as connected to my colleagues. I'm missing the comaraderie and support that comes from being with friends. I'm alone half the time when at home, so choosing to be so at work, too, is not very smart. My most recent goal for the new year is to get out of my shell and get back into life. Things will undoubtedly get better!