Rough Week

It's been a rough week. Stress, sadness, disappointment, frustration....you name it and it's been in my face. I've felt especially lonely and low this week, but the words of my cousin's song "Always" have been like a balm to my soul:

"But I believe always, always,
My Saviour never fails.
Even when all hope is gone,
God knows our pain, and His promise remains:
I will be with you, always."

Check it out on youtube! He's the lead singer for Building 429 and writes and arranges all or most all of their music. Sorry, can't figure out how to post a link so you'll have to copy and paste!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIR3VfS_who

I promise it's well worth your five minutes!

10 Years Old Already???

Connor Braddock Schofield
4-2-99

Where have all the years gone? My sweet baby turns 10 this week, and I can hardly believe he's so grown up. He no longer enjoys the hugs and kisses from Mom like he used to and shrinks away when I try to give them. Where is the baby I held, rocked, sang to, loved, kissed, carried?
He's grown up before my eyes....and I love him more now than ever and much more than words can say. Happy Birthday Week, Connor! Mommy Loves You and Always Will!

Friends with little ones...treasure their babyhood. All too quickly it's gone and you're left with only the memories of tiny little feet, pudgy little noses, and wet little kisses. Oh yes, they're still there, but they get buried under all that "big boy" coolness and maturity. He's still my baby...and he'll always and forever be!

"I'll love you forever; I'll like you for always. As long as you're living, my baby you'll be."

I love you Con-Bon,
Mommy

Good News!

I had my doctor's appointment today, and after feeling as if I had been fondled by everyone at Baylor I did get a good report. The lump showed up on mammogram and they did ultrasound, but the conclusion of the doc was that it was most likely calcification and he didn't see anything that indicated cancer to him. He also stated he felt no need to "stick a needed in it!" Thank goodness! He told me to continue regular mammograms and to let them know if there was any change.

Thanks for all of your prayers!

Love to you all!

Spring Break Spoiler

This year Spring Break really stinks to put it bluntly. I keep reading all of the posts about people who are doing really wonderful things, and I'm feeling a bit jealous honestly! Katelyn got her wisdom teeth out on Friday, so I've been playing nurse all weekend. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE that I am able to take care of her. It's been a very long time since I've done that. I just wish we were out doing something FUN. On a brighter note, being confined to the house has allowed us more time to talk together than we probably would have had otherwise.

The other "spring break spoiler" is the doctor's appointment that I'm dreading on Thursday. I'm so ready to get that one behind me. I've had to push this to the back of my mind for a month now, and I'm ready for some resolution. Please pray that the lump will be nothing and that the doc will send me away relieved. I think when you get referred to a surgical oncologist it tends to scare you to death, even when there's probably nothing to worry about. Thank you to those of you who have told me you've already been praying. I do appreciate you very much!

Prayer request (again)

But this time it's for me...I found a lump in my breast and my doc has referred me to a surgical oncologist at Baylor who specializes in breast cancer. My appointment is March 19th. They wanted me to come March 2nd, but that's the day before TAKS! I know it's probably nothing, but I also realize the importance of having it checked out. I do appreciate your remembering me in your prayers! Thanks so much!

Random, Empty Thoughts

I think I need to quit this blog thing....all my friends (I think) have such interesting things to post, and then there's my blank slate! I'm not sure anyone reads anyway! TAKS is in two weeks...I'm stressed. Connor is coughing and sounds terrible. After his flu bout last week, I'm hoping he doesn't get pneumonia! I miss Katelyn more than words can say. We talked a lot last semester, but this semester she's super busy and doesn't have as much time to chat. I realized how much that bothered me tonight when I read Sarah's blog! I found out a dear friend from my past has divorced and she's already remarried...as of yesterday. Wondering what I'm doing wrong? Maybe it's just not meant to be for me.

ENOUGH!

Update

My grandfather's surgery went well today. Thank you to those who cared enough to pray for him. They have told us it is most likely cancer but was caught early. I don't know what treatment will follow at this point. I'm just thankful he came through surgery okay!